Friday, August 5, 2011

One month left

It seems like a long time, but I know now it's not.

I go back to work in one month.
I should actually be going back in about a week, but I got my leave extended, related to Mustang Boy's prematurity. (Go, me!)
Part of me is ready to go to work, and enjoy my job again. I do miss nursing other people.
Part of me wants to quit today and stay home with our son, enjoying every second.
That isn't an option. And I don't really want it to be, honestly. I like working. But its going to be tough, driving away that first night.
What really helps is that I know I am leaving him in very capable hands.
I knew that MM was a great father, anyone can see that when they see him interact with MG. But seeing him with our son? OMG I could not have found a better man to procreate with! Seriously. I love watching the two of them together. I know while I am at work that everything is going to be better than fine, and that MB will be in the best of hands. That will make going to work again so much easier.
Hopefully I won't fall asleep mid shift....


sybil law said...

Ooooh, man - it's going to be sooo hard, but he IS going to be in great hands!

Daryl said...

It will be easier but not easy .. and dont tr y to hide it or pretend .. there are a lot of hormones still raging ... xo

Dr Zibbs said...

Going back to work sucks after being off.